menghitung hari... detik demi detik...
i am rite now counting days to d' day...my feelings. already having cold feet. the contractions. the hospital staff. the labor. the pushing. all of it are really making me feel not so easy. experience they say makes one wiser, but i think with giving birth, it will always be that feeling...the one when you just would be totally numbed.
its not easy.. unless one has been doing it for 12 or 15 times... ahahaha.... then things may be easy... is it?
not to say i am not ready to see my baby, not that, just can i skip the giving birth part??
alas... wish me all the best. for my time experience was not that great. now the second time with just a year and almost a half difference, its kinda not helping.
what was it that i want to talk about? my baby is moving... i guess just wanting to menyampuk!! her sister is already asleep kan. so, now its her time to buzz in while her mama is sitting in front of the computer.
i wanted to say about life i guess. on my part. but that's it. i guess, its just hard. that's all.
so again wish me all the best.. for me, baby and nayya... their ayah too... so that he'd be strong to help me and be with me.... i hope my 2 babies would go along very fine. been seeing nayya so lonely and ever willing to make friends with any 'baby' according to her, even if they are a lot older than her, might as well she make friends with her own sister. rite??? been seeing how naughty kids nowadays can be, lagi2 kalau budak kampung. very rude and uncultured...
posted by Tuting Tome @ 12:09 AM
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