mama nayya off
aaa.. today... i got really upset with some ppl.
first, a direct selling guy came up with my mom's jiran to see lohttc. they entered without any salam or saying they wanted to come in... already made me irritated. then the makcik meja came, at almost the same time..
the direct selling guy, letsay his name is ah kaw la... went up, then inspected my room, like its his property or what... then kept on talking on how good the sauna jade thingy is.. bla bla bla... and my place should have only that thing for one room. nothing else should be done in that room... aih, if u wanna say 'i dont want to put my stuff in u'r place', just say so la. dont make stories tooo longgg... so i handled that with irritation and patience too... ok that one settled, the makcik meja, ooh, i asked her to take the tables earlier than expected to cut cost la kan... she said she understood n bla bla bla.. i know how you feel kind of thingy... then i asked her so how bout the payment? she said 'makcik dah bincang dgn rakan kongsi makcik. kami cuma boleh bg kurang 5o rgt je',... what the heck... then i got really upset... the makcik was playing game like saying me stupid one... making my losses more painful la.. duh... aaaa, then after my argument. i said if that's the case i would want the tables to be there back, at the carnival, she said 'tak bolehla, kite dah ambil gune lori, nanti rugi duit minyak la'. aiyooo... reallyla some ppl. nyways. said fine, 'saya rugi makcik. rupanya makcik ni takleh runding.saya cakap semalam camne bayaran, makcik cakap boleh runding'... i accidentally raised my voice then. then she gave me like less 150 from the original price... for 3 days of rental of some cabuk tables and chairs... aaa, saket hati saya.with that i can simply buy new ones u know....
well, so that's how pissed off i was today...
again i was feeling rather tired from the preparation of the carnival, then the carnival thingy.... really.. made me one miserable mommy..
to tell u, nayya was also a bit cranky.. ahaha.. my biz partner katakan.. when she's sleepy she'd be cryin with nothing to console her. then when she was enough with food, again cried...
well, she was sure enough tired last time. last 2 days she slept like a log.. like the beatles song.. now in my head....'its been a hard days night, i should be sleeping lik a log...'
ahahahah, tonite is merdeka nite.. i should be duduk in my stall.. maybe there'd be ppl... de mo ne, its raining now!!!! thank god decided not to go.. its quite heavy....
i really dont understand.. i want to put pics, now blogspot not being that friendly... duh...
so answered u'r question mama sarah... my biz is just starting ... insya-allah will do shop-warming (usually house warmingkan..), next week or so....
karnival kemerdekaan
sorry for not saying anything for the past few days... hmm ain't that weird?? me saying sorry over me not jotting anything... well, i feel like have been doing some injustice of really denying the existence of the internet altogether.. have been really tired these few days. computer is seen as a mere workstation with no other uses, like the internet...even handphones are seen as something so objective.. not as means of communication... ahahahah
been busy the past week..have to get myself prepared for the karnival kemerdekaan which started last sunday. had to make oils, made 'em, packed 'em, labelled 'em...sounds easy, yet.. it was really a lot of 'leceh' work...so had 2 girls helpde me. not helped la, but paid to help..
anyways.. my nayya.. poor little girl, had to work with mommy.. she had to stay at lohttc for many hours and got 'infected' with the aromatherapy smell everytime i was doing my blending... so each day she'd get the instant effect of the blending, eg, when i was doing my lullaby, sensual..she slept deeply..when i did my ekspresi or some of the tujuh tenaga..she got realy excited. but the best reaction was when my worker was bottling the no mo stres.. she literally laughed non stop... aiman had to bring her down.. she got really hyper.. then soon after when she got into the car, fell asleep immediately.
that was last week. this week... aahh.. i had to to the carnival thingy. the first day, i ended up going back at about 10 pm. i was really upset coz my dearest nayya had to stay out of house the whole day, and got home really late.. in my mind... i was so upset, got to the point of crying in front of the crowd there...i wanted to go home earlier, but i couldn't drive on my own, coz my house and the carnival was too far for me to handle with a crying baby... but i drove on my own anyway.. with nayya on my hands..first wriggling like ulat.. then slept..
the next day i got home earlier. at about 8.30 was home. went there late. like 4 pm. ahahaha...
but today.. .i didn't go at all.. only went there for a short time - to pick my stuffs there...ahahaha...no one was going ti the carnival laa... what a waste..
well so much for the preparation and all... anyways, like what i told to the makcik meja (i called her that coz i rented her tables for the carnival n dunno her name), loss some money.. a lot jugak, but i gain experience...my mom added, n experience is not cheap.. ahaahahaha...
sorrryy soo.. i wanted so much to put pics... i've tried a few times, but it can't upload... so, maybe because its from ma's computer... so again me already malas.... this is suppose to be yesterday's story... will put in today's story...
mami ai & helwa
aaa sedih mami aiii takde... missing her already... kalau tak adela makcik yang kene kacau all the time or at least have the thought that she's in her room dok surfing or watching some series on her lsptop. now, thinking tht she's truggling on her own.. wuwuw, to tell u the truth, i felt it the moment she went to klia yesterday morn.. i stayed home didn't send her. i think nayya felt that too. even busuk acted differently. wuwuwuwu..
little sis was always close by.. not far from us. now she's far, 5 years tu in medan.
nayya will be 5 years old by the time she finishes...
hmm...
the other thing helwa dah bersalin.. 6 babies, 1 died. comel2 baby die. so now am a nenek... hehehe... hope her babies can survive la. but am a bit worried bout her, she's like too tired to do anything. hmm...
time of birth: 5.17 pm,place of birth: dapur belakang, bidan: acik..
wuwuwu... none of us was at home.
lohttc...soon to be loh...
hmm i have done writing a lot, and uploaded 10 pics.. all lost, coz of genius me... so, therefore... i wanna rest a bit... to unwind my frustrations over this.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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'mata die aa, mate die aaaa....'
finally... am moving stuffs from home to office.
but am feeling rather tired. hmm... like me the malas mode can be switched on at any time now.. aahahaha...
yeah.. nayya is finally crawling on all 4... yet when i said ppl here, they would say, she had already been doing that?? yea la..she was swimming not crawling.. ish ish... officially, 16th august.
so give her 1 more week, she'll be 7 months.. time really flies.
today i went to this furniture shop, mellika or is melica? so the auntie there wanted to see nayya, ma took nayya with her, oh yes, i went with ma & nayya, to buy some office stuffs. she took one look and.. aaaa, 'mata die aaa, manyak aaa, manyak basarrrr' with her hands going reaching and not reaching la, just trying to exactly measure nayya's eyes. 'aaiyooo, mata die haa...mata die haa...' again, 'aiyoo... manyak cantekkkk....putih la...' ... aaaaa the usual things any chinese lady or guy would say to nayya, and with this, she would get toys or anything for her, free... 'untuk baby chomell'. but the auntie in this shop noticed one other thing... nayya is active. 'manyak lasak ye'....
well, nayya is kinda her way, cheeky... ahahaha... she loves papers..., pen, cameras, and the very much loved by her are handphones... she would chuckled and laugh with joy, even when its out of her reach, when she sees a handphone. yes, mine had already been 'drowned' by her.so rite now am using her mamu hilmi handphone, but alas, like aimi said my handphones are getting 'canggih'er, at least... hehehe. the latest thing nayya ate is her mamu aiman's adapter camera to computer, the original sony adapter.. now when put into the camera's butt.. (heheh, my term...sorry), the computer cant detect... fortunately the memory stick can be removed... but, the not so nice thing 'bout it is, that would make me, the malas mom to not upload the pics directly onto her computer... and makes her blog not so interesting.... again, excuses, excuses...
stumbling nayya
hmm.. stumbling nayya...
she stumbles a lot nowadys. i find it rather hard for me to just sdee & accept. but alas, she kept on falling, without my hands to hold her eache time. the worst was yesterday when she fell off the bed. aaa... my heart just stopped for a second. i just saw her sleeping on the bed.. soundly. then suddenly, i heard her body fell..god,i was almost cried.. of course i did. i made sure that the bedside had blankets all over, only 1 small area was not covered. she fell onto that part.
now, since i want to to my work..i just put her on the floor. no more her on the bed alone. its either with aimi or on the floor.. well dearest mami ai is really going.. aaaa....climax, anti climax..& climx again.. really wasn't expecting her going so soon... didn't anticipate she would be going so soon..
aaa yes, lohttc is really almost ready. so, i'm gonna be working in a another place soon... aa...
a relief & a bit anxious.
post accident 2
the road where we were crossing to -
cool baby with freaked out mom - talking to someone
broken mirror glasses of the black wira aeroback
a restaurant i saw, before accident
the main road - where the black wira aeroback was coming from
i got crazy over knowing that the problem of my being too malas putting pics, duh i can put many pics at one time la... not one and had to wait for it to upload..duh me!!
and i can change the fonts, and colors.. if only i'm a bit more adventurous with reading and seeing everything...
police station, nayya uncomfy already
slept, just woke up
the police station
hungry, shleepy uncle,didn't hear nayya was screaming at all...:P
mami ai - right after accident face.. ahahaha....
post accident
accident... yesterday, we met with an accident, me, nayya, & aimi.
took me 1 whole day to know how i felt.
hurt? none - me - just some strained muscles on left arm...and a little back pain (has always been there since pre delivery)
how it happened?
it was raining.. rather heavily, front mirror was a bit foggy.. usual thing.. aimi was driving. was looking for a place to have lunch. we were in melaka raya area. i was looking for place to buy stuff for swarovsky crystals. ma said it somewhere in melaka raya. found it & then i was famished. so, aimi said if went to mp, then it would take us a longer time to park & look for place to eat... why not just somewhere in here, yeah, why not... so... branch road, curvy road... short span, then a main road, mind you, we were from the branch road crossing it...didn't stop... voila!! i was at the back, left side, i saw a black car coming fast at us... was feeding nayya.knew it was gonna hit us, hard.. held nayya's head.strong grip. my head hit the other side of the car.. didn't know the impact was gonna be that hard.
aftermath.. nayya cried. i was in shock, checked up on her.. see if anything was wrong. nothing. alhamdulillah. 5 minutes in the car. then. strong. i had to act fast. think.think what to do. called aiman. called ba to ask for abg madi. then settled... took like the whole afternoon. it happened about 1.20 pm. got home 5.45 pm
ok.. i didn't know i was gonna be emotional over this. no one was hurt. but. when it happened, i knew that it was gonna be bad as i was looking at the car.i just had the bring-it-on-feeling, i'll deal with it. so it happened. now, i think, i feel, what was i thinking? i had nayya with me. had it been with the other cars, it could have been worse.i could have lost her.
thinking of it makes me feel like crying. again.
pics above are taken prior going out of house
the branch road..
hmm..... malas too???
i am in a malas..very malas mood
nayya is now learning how to stand on her own... she uses me as her main standing post. ahahaha... so all she would do is reach for me and climb me!!!
and she now can really scream. like today she would just do nothing but screamed...
to tell u the truth, i have been kinda on a low side. it'd sleep a lot, so whenever nayya was sleeping, i'd do too. and at nights, i'd sleep early, like 9 i think, same time as hers. so its kinda a mean scary cycle for me. even in the afternoon i'd sleep.
i have so many things to think about and do about.. am using my baby as my excuse of not being able to move!! maybe the word is am still adjusting to having nayya and to manage things even if am a little weeny bit tired. am so used to not being tired, and being relaxed when wanna do something serious, so this is one spot i have to learn to adapt to. my my, if not, i'd be telling u 1 thousand stuff about nayya.
well, nayya is improving a lot on her falling skills... she has been going thru 'bouts of stumbling many times...as all babies would go thru.. i had this one day of irritatingly irratable when she fell, while someone was watching over her. my thought was, why couldn't anyone just take care of her for a short time... it was kinda me being irrationally, irrational?? hehehe... no it was just kkinda timebomb in me, i was tired a bit. well anyway,now, she knows how to stand at the bedside, when she's on the floor, using the bed as her standing post, me being a little bit wiser, put all around her pillows, so that she wont fall on the hard evil floor!! heheh, & yeah her crawling skills, nope, she swims on the floor, no crawling yet.. just swimming... i think she wants to skip that part... just go thru the walking & running phase i guess.
i'd say, she is now more cheeky & naughty... cheekier than ever.. oh ,yes, been feeding her as many 3 times daily.. she's just eat different kinda food for all 3 meals.. just imagine how cheeky that is??? she loves air kelapa, found out yesterday..
well that's about it... me and my malas moments.. eheheheh...
