moments of beginnings: post accident

Sunday, August 13, 2006

post accident

accident... yesterday, we met with an accident, me, nayya, & aimi.

took me 1 whole day to know how i felt.

hurt? none - me - just some strained muscles on left arm...and a little back pain (has always been there since pre delivery)

how it happened?
it was raining.. rather heavily, front mirror was a bit foggy.. usual thing.. aimi was driving. was looking for a place to have lunch. we were in melaka raya area. i was looking for place to buy stuff for swarovsky crystals. ma said it somewhere in melaka raya. found it & then i was famished. so, aimi said if went to mp, then it would take us a longer time to park & look for place to eat... why not just somewhere in here, yeah, why not... so... branch road, curvy road... short span, then a main road, mind you, we were from the branch road crossing it...didn't stop... voila!! i was at the back, left side, i saw a black car coming fast at us... was feeding nayya.knew it was gonna hit us, hard.. held nayya's head.strong grip. my head hit the other side of the car.. didn't know the impact was gonna be that hard.

aftermath.. nayya cried. i was in shock, checked up on her.. see if anything was wrong. nothing. alhamdulillah. 5 minutes in the car. then. strong. i had to act fast. think.think what to do. called aiman. called ba to ask for abg madi. then settled... took like the whole afternoon. it happened about 1.20 pm. got home 5.45 pm

ok.. i didn't know i was gonna be emotional over this. no one was hurt. but. when it happened, i knew that it was gonna be bad as i was looking at the car.i just had the bring-it-on-feeling, i'll deal with it. so it happened. now, i think, i feel, what was i thinking? i had nayya with me. had it been with the other cars, it could have been worse.i could have lost her.

thinking of it makes me feel like crying. again.