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monster under the bed?? in the sauna room???
i am putting this into words... just maybe one day when nayya is all grown up she can know. rite?
so its like last 2 weeks, rite before the new year, make it 3 days before when my cousin was working the last day for lohttc told us that there's 'something else' besides us staying here. (she's now working in some kilang in melaka.. reason for her to quit was looking for a job that's suitable for her cert...). well been noticing nayya saying there's bubu in everytime i get the jitters, u know the spooky feeling sometimes we have... i mean, you do know that we have a grey spectacled leaf monkey in my parents house back in sg udang. she's quite scared of it.. or maybe it has always been another creature besides it. she's been telling me its in the house (sg udang). but i always thought its because she's scared of the real bubu.
so back to my story..ayang had been cleaning the sauna room. we felt we need to make a change with the room, new paint, new arrangement and all, it was then that ayang had been getting headaches, just maybe its because of the paint, and us feeling rather not-so-well feeling..then nayya kept on saying there was bubu near the staircase, outside the door of our room when its dark, the last time i knew she was serious was when we ate kinda early dinner in our small dining room or area, in between the sauna and facial room, she was pretty scared looking in the sauna room, after the facial room. i said ok.. lets go inside. so you see lohttc is divided into front and back, the front part is our hall, office and 1 service room. the rest of the service thingy is at the back, between the front & back there's the door. so, back would have our sauna room, spa room, facial/massage/crystal healing room and the kitchen plus a small room for the clothes to be hang and at the end of it a staircase...
ok, to me before saying that's there bubu or some ghost, we have 2 versions... one is monkey-like.. like my nayya is seeing, k sha felt & her son saw and the lady.. who told her name to 2 girls.. my ex-worker... same name... huh... writing this down makes me feel not so good. nyways, i always felt something's not right. so whenever we wanna go pee or get our drinks its always with company... i used to bring nayya to the back to wash up the dishes or cook or do whatever futya on the other hand i'd leave her to her ayah... so i had been penakut jugakla. but actually i had been doing like bathing both my kids at the same time, leaving futya after bathing her then nayya, then me... so its like a routine. not knowing all along my kids could see this ugly creatures... ooo bad me. i dont want to be superstitious.... u know had it just been adults maybe i just keep it to myself, but nayya is seeing it, so i take it seriously. i know my kids... at this age lies are just quite not in their mind. being nayya, she is pretty accurate with her infos. cerewet and sensitive and quick.
u see it's fav place is the saune room. then the facial.. whatever it is its the back!! but when ayang cleaned up sauna room it started to get pretty upset..according to my cousin.. so then only nayya started to say more often of this creature. it seems it is scaring her.
then there comes the 'winning this place' over period... from the new year up till now. its like a war here. we called a ghost buster, did some ghost busting ourselves, got more serious with our prayers, got more protective with our kids, go out a lot just to cheer nayya up, got more sensitive with this entity... first i got headaches, nightmares, hot while praying, quran being recited all the time.. up till now..., many things...
but it just got more power when we gat to our nerves... it entered into our room.. i call our room as our base. ahahaha... its like war here.
up till now nayya is still seeing it. sometimes we confront it.. by reciting some verses..ayat-ayat ruqyah, sometimes we just close nayya's eyes and said to her to say 'au'dzubillah..', 'pergi, ni rumah nayya!'
its still a fight here. like ayang said.. this is a genie, either it is a muslim or kafr, if it is muslim, sholeh or not. whether it is a tool for the devil or not. so whatever the outcome, we still have to be aware and watch ourselves. not to be shaken in our faith. the trick is always on how we tackle this.
so just noting this down not to make anyone scared or have to believe in it. just to jot down at some point in nayya's life, she got see some pretty nasty looking creatures that her mama and ayah would never want her to see, ever. but she had seen, and her reaction is just so matured. she didn't get any fever, she didn't cry, just said, nayya takut....poor little nayya.
