NOW
enaf backdating info...so we are in the 'NOW'
hehehe...:)
add another couple of days, nayya will be a month old. yay!! her one month birthday is coming.btw, my birthday was just 3 days ago.only aimi remebered my birthday, hilmi during eve.ma was when hilmi called, ba was an hour or more afterwards, hana was kinda around the same hour, aiman lak, was gonna wish me, but was in his dreamy state... so ended up being the last to wish me.
so happy birthday to me... the year when everyone forgot about it, almost everyone.
no hard feelings tho.ok, a little....
so nayya is a aweet baby.not so much tantrums.she loved to sleep.but aren't all 1 month babies do sleep a lot?
she loves to smile.altho she doesn't quite know why she was using that muscle to smile..but she does smile a lot.when matuk came, ma gave her lyco and arnica, seemed she responded pretty fast with hom remedies,so she ended up crying a lot, coz dah jadi proving lak.so that was when she lost her sweetness for awhile.afterwards she was ok.
a couple of weeks ago, she started having colics,so again every now and then she'd end up crying,esp during the nite,no she's not the kind that cries alllllll the way, she just didn't want to sleep, had to walk her,rock her a bit..all in the middle of the nite.with her ayah too la. was having flu, with fever, runny nose,cough, terrible headache...imagine had to wake up in mid of nite, and not feeling well.
so spells of 3 hrs sleep breaks, during the nite. and during the day,every 2-3 hrs must feed baby and rock baby to sleep... i simply couldn't do anything.
then, i started to get the new mom syndrome.tension tak tentu pasal...wahahaha.... looking at hubby sleeping was like ... why me???? cant i have time of my own? cant i go to toilet whenever i wish to go?cant i read a book?cant i go update my blog? duh all sorts of selfish questions.wahahaha....came a time i simply took my bath at 5 am, coz, i wanted to do it the nite before and wasn't able to.so got miserable and bathe as early as that time.
well,adjustment period this is.that's all motherhood is all about.they say,giving birth is easier compared to raising a child.i don't know yet,but,wish me luck.
this is where all children (maybe i'm too generalizing to everyone) would say they want to raise their baby the best way...not the way they were brought up... wahahahaha.but, all i can say is this, i will try my very best to be the best parent for my child.i may not be perfect,but i will love her and tell her all the time that i will be there for her,no matter what.i think all children would appreciate that.
there u go...nayya is about to wake up.maybe she made some poooo or maybe she wants some milk.
posted by Tuting Tome @ 6:36 PM
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